Τρίτη 29 Μαΐου 2018

A captive in one's own mind



~~ The arrival of this day delayed so much that I almost convinced myself it would never come. I used the word delayed, because it’s here now, live, like an old film reel coldly exposing its content to the audience. Parts of it contain past moments of joy and happiness accompanied with frequent, unstoppable smiles. I inform you that it lasts long, it feels like it’s never ending. And suddenly a wall, so solid and tall it doesn’t let any of the joy jump over it or break it. As a consequence joy is left behind. The worst part is that joy isn’t visible to the audience anymore. The next moment there is a shot of a darker substance, the audience is puzzled and this scene is followed by blank space. Surprisingly, the reel has finished. How long has it been playing for? 2 years?

Wake up. You forgot there is a second part to the story. And I warn you, you’re not going to like it. If there was a sign for this part, it would say ‘’ Disturbing images ‘’, please watch on your responsibility.
It includes multiple, continuous mistakes which contributed to this entire disaster you both created. Yet, the greatest burden is yours to carry with surviving possibilities being minimal.
Every time pain is overflowing from your innermost places it becomes extremely impossible to face the world with eyes smiling at every individual you come across. It’s safe where you are now, in complete solitude, far away from people’s indiscreet eyes. You’re currently powerless, surrendered to the distress you created.

Breathe. Allow yourself some mere breaths and with each one you will slowly attach your pieces. Until the moment you lift your head up again facing the blue sky. ~~





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